WHAT'S YOUR TAKE ON THIS?

I'm a lady 22yrs please hide my id I'm in my 4th yr and I've been in a long distance relationship for the past 3yrs and several months. I'm not a believer of walking out from one union to another despite the circumstances😔. My man has been cheating on me from the 2nd year of the union so many times that I forgave him😭after he apologized or at times didn't  sometimes I had to engage with the ladies very softly that we ended up being friends some of them. I'm not a cheating type and all these years I've been loyal to him but he's so full of himself he provides for my needs in terms of cash that's my rent and upkeep. He used to complain of how I don't know how to dress to impress him but being a student and I have to go an extra mile to at least cater for my needs because he can't be doing everything since I used to a times feel he takes too much advantage. He has never even for once in all this years got me the dress he feels I'll look good in it all he does is complain.I love him so much that I wished to spend the rest of my life with him. Sometimes back we broke up but started over again early this year. We met up in February and since then he does not communicate like before during this quarantine he never picks up my calls at night he chooses when to talk to me 😭😭I'm broken I don't know what he's really upto we've shared alot moreso him from his family side but he never bothers of what I go through I don't know if it ever crosses his mind that I also have issues and at times need him to talk to. He used to complain when I go to see him without telling him but again he complains of me waiting for him to ask me to go see him yet it's my home too. I really don't know😭😭he used to bring up issues that got us into arguments but he always put them up on me and I could still apologize because losing this union has never crossed my mind. Love is boring at times in the same environment not even for once would he ask us to go even just for a walk together when I would come up with an idea of going out any of the weekend he would tell me all his weekends are occupied of the month😔I didn't see that being a problem but he never had it rather has my time till date. He talks to me the way he wants but still I respect him😔I now don't know whether I'm in a relationship or dating myself😭😭what have I done to deserve this. I've turned down so many people for him but he just doesn't care how I feel. What do I do😭😭😭is this how it's gonna be when we get married or it's a test of love 😭


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I do all the house chores for him I never leave anything undone in his house because I can't leave it undone by any chance my conscience cannot forgive me whether in good or bad terms. I never give up on the people I love but I feel drained though I don't know what to do I love him so much but where do I now stand. I have chosen to understand all that he puts on the plate but he still doesn't care. I've been there for him at his worst at his best I've held his secrets at my utmost even when he did the worst to me. I've bought him gifts that I would feel he deserves with the little I get but the I don't care attitude is all I get in return. He has everything he's a rich 28yr old guy  I've been there with him as he has transformed into good looks building a home. I've tried my best even with my imperfections. I've worked on my sides that he always complained of but he never bothers with his and so I chose to live with them. Nobody understands😭😭being a Christian I've always trusted God for him being a better man someday😔maybe I'm not just his right decision.



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